I want the parts that you’ve tried to throw away – the parts that you were convinced no one could ever love.
imagine we’re lying down in a field full of grass and we’re holding hands and the sun is shining right above us. and when I look at you, the brown of your eyes looks golden in the light and your skin looks softer than ever. and I don’t let go of your hand. the air smells beautiful, it’s not that hot either. but we’re wearing t shirts and shorts and our skin is soaking up all the sunlight. and I can easily turn around and snuggle up next to your arm. and your skin smells beautiful, like lavender. your arms feel like home and safety. and I smile at you